you

you keep haunting me,
you keep popping into my dreams,
your words sting haunt my ears.

I've tried to move on, to forget,
I've tried to extend a hand,
I've tried to not care, or worry...

out of all the ones I've loved
the one who's caused so much pain,
why do i think of you still?

every time i think of you
i hate myself,
what I've done, what I've said...

i wish i could show you, prove to you
that i mean what i say,
that i still, somehow, love you.